Oh shit

I just quit my job.  My very challenging, mostly rewarding but sometimes incredibly stressful, well paying job.  I am high on excitement.  I am scared to death.  I'm not usually one to swear in these forums, but this qualifies.  Oh shitburgers.

The adrenaline is too much to coherently reason it out, but I want to try to FLY!  We're starting a house-flipping gig, and I want to devote my time to that.  And I also want to devote more time to my family - I'm not cut out to be a stay at home mom, but I also don't want to be an Executive mom right now either.  And I don't want to be a crappy hourly minimum wage worker just so that I can cut back my hours.  So I'm starting my own deal, and I hope I hope I hope it pans out.  And if it doesn't, hopefully Corporate America will find me another seat at some table. :P

I DID IT!  I'M FREE (I'm terrified).

Convo with my boss:
Me:
"If it makes you feel any better, the reality of the situation is sinking in and I'm scared to death.
And manic with excitement.
And fear."
Boss:
"Let's focus on the fear... you sure you want to do this?
I'm the only one that knows right now, so you can turn back and no one will be the wiser."

I'm going to miss that guy ;)

(Written on 11/8/13)

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